stunt

I've come to a point in my work where I think I've stopped from growing. In art, there is always a room for improvement. Like writing, and everything else that has to do with your genius, we get to points where we stop. I don't think you can ever be your best. You either just stop and die or continue growing. 

My process of trying to  grow has become daunting. Scary because I don't know how one exactly moves from point A to B in the art world. Though I know that I've gone through this before, I just can't remember how I got myself through it. 

Am I going through this because I'm uninspired? Why? or am I faced by the equivalent of a writer's block? I guess I'm not the only one going through this as an artist. One of the scariest example of this is when one hits his big break. You get overwhelmed with everything else around you that you get scared if you're ever gonna get over what you've just done and do something better. (Don't worry 'cause we both know I haven't been there yet)

Do you just have to go along with everything and wait for the best? That out of nowhere your genius will just come back to help you out with your work...

I don't know. Sorry. I've been too busy trying to sort a lot of things out lately. I'll talk more often-I can't believe its been a month already!

For now all I gotta do is wait.