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My laptop, which my mom gave me on my graduation day finally gave up on me. With every key of its board malfunctioning-I guess its time for it to rest. It does make me sad how the one I've spent a lot of heartaches and naughty times with has finally decided to leave me. Sigh. I feel like crying and getting all dramatic at the same time but I just can't be too emotional right now when I've got shitloads of assignments to do. *sigh*

If anyone out there would like to help me get my laptop's keyboard fixed,
please do.

Hiyang-hiya na akong humingi pa ng tulong sa

aking mga magulang na may mga iba
pang taong tinutulungan sa probinsya. sigh.


Malungkot isipan na kung ano lang ang bagay na talagang nagpapasaya sa akin dito ang siya pang nawala sa buhay ko. Mahal ko yun eh. Kasama ko siya sa pagtupad ng aking mga pangarap, kasama ko rin siya sa mga panahong umiiyak ako at nawawalan ng landas, tinuruan na rin niya ako ng mga bagay na wala akong kaalam-alam. Hay. . . .

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Back to reality:

Have you ever had that hes-the-one-feeling every time you see this guy around. You know, that gut-feeling everyone's been talking about. That time where you first saw him and felt like you've known him in ages? Yes! That!

Well, I had that feeling with this guy whom I've been really obsessed with. There's nothing really different from him with the normal people you see around town. But there's this unexplainable attraction that I get from him every time I see him. Damn those people who made fairy tales to corrupt young people's mind of happy endings!!!!!

I feel sad & hopeless with what's been happening around me. Last time I checked, I haven't done anything wrong to anyone nor made a fuss about something that I know that's wrong. How I dream of having someone to love & getting myself home with every tick of the clock.

I feel like a hollow barrel full of air but with no emotions to fill it. Cobwebs surrounding my thin wooden cover. Sigh.

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I want a miracle.
I want a boyfriend
& I want my VISA!!!!!!


Yes, I'm pretty much emotional lately so bear with me. This will pass.

12 thought he's crazy:

rudeboy said...

Aw I hate it when beloved electronic gadgets give up on us. Sucks like a gaping wound.

What you need, dear Herbs, is a boyfriend waving a VISA card on your lap.

Herbs D. said...

@rudeboy - too effem for me. i go for butch LOL

citybuoy said...

oh no! sana maayos na yan! i hate it when gadgets give up on us. i had a whole post dedicated to all the mp3 players i ever broke err used. haha

anyway, wag ka mag-madali. it'll come if it's supposed to. sabi nga ng awit.. you can't hurry love. you just have to wait. :D

line of flight said...

only some fairy tales end happily. --- you got to trust, give it time. no matter how long it takes.

wait said...

the day we stop believing in something is the day it dies...

Herbs D. said...

@ CB & LoF - okay. okay.

@ wait - wow, thats your best comment so far. thank you for making me day sweetie :D

Anonymous said...

u need VISA card to buy laptop so u can get in touch with your bf ?

hahahahaha.

SMILE.

believe in miracle. it happens everyday.

- Dada Rain

Yj said...

nyaaaaa.... sali ka sa pldt baka manalo karin laptop hehehehehe...

sana mapaayos mo na yan bebi gurl....

at isasali kita sa palabunutan kung saan ko napanalunan yung boylet ko, para magka boylet ka na rin hehehehehe

swerte ako sa raffle promos eh...

Abou said...

kung papipiliin ka --laptop, visa, bf?

ok bye

Boying Opaw said...

Naranasan ko na ang pakiramdam na yan. Lagi nga e. Pero hindi lang isa kundi marami. Kaya imbis na "he's the one...", sinasabi ko, "they're the ones..."

Hahahahaha.

Sabi nila, "You don't need another person to become complete and feel whole." Be whole daw muna bago share mo sarili mo with someone. Sabi nila. Ewan! 'Di ko masyado gets. English kasi e. Hahaha.



JTSS,
Boying opaw

chicomachine said...

ipagdadasal ko sa quiapo yang laptop, visa at bf. hahaha! peksman! :D

X said...

The he's-the-one-feeling must've been intense.

Saw a quote from J. Winterson, which I think, has the same hue:

The probability of separate worlds meeting is very small. The lure of it is immense. We send starships. We fall in love. (p. 25, Gut Symmetries)

I don't know if it'll help, but it was quite poetic. :D

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